Then came SHE

Then there I was in my 3^rd sem. New mates, added difficulties had their effects. My dad’s friend was in Delhi. Her daughter was getting admitted to my college. Funny part, she came in at a time when I was in most need of a girlfriend (I say most need coz rest all had tasted the fruit).

She was like guuuud ( ie good in all aspects we look into). I was all ready to lend her a helping hand, leg, shirt, pant whatever she fell in need for. Damn, she went for CSE, then I started cursing my brother for bringing in the ETC crap into my parents head. She had an awesome figure. The best part, her height was less than mine and I started budding great thoughts in my mind. 
My one sided love affair started with a good go I must say. Somehow I managed to find her number. I was no doubt ecstatic. But talking to her was a big deal for me. I waited for the good times and the good time never came.

She hardly gave me a call. It was me who send the signals to the towers and the towers to her. My receiver hardly picked any of her signals. Unfortunately, we talked studies and only studies over phone. She considered me to be a good student and I was proud enough to show that off. I advised her to do this and study that bla bla bla. But she never realised that the flow of knowledge with combined effect from the testosterone was awesome at the other end. I decided to call her for lunch some day and got some good excuses either. She scored 8.4 in her first sem and I asked for a treat. But a suitable time never came. Days passed by, but my dream of a date with her was still on hault. My thoughts were carrying me to the outer world now. 

The Love Ignited

I turned 20 this July. Guys what do you think? 20 yrs of age and someone not falling in love. Can this truly happen? Well in country like India it does happen. And its then we feel like saying "SHIT HAPPENS".Whatever, we all like hitting true love.

It was my 11^th standard. Fell in love for the very first time. She was from the tutorials. I really liked her calmness, attitude and frankly she carried the decent girly behavior which fascinated me. A simple girl from a simple family with that innocence on her face. She was real my type. But the concept of "girls=ruined career" kept on pinching me . Maybe I could propose to her later, maybe after my +2. That was my plan then. The funny part, I have spoken to her only once in my life. I hardly got to see her again. But came to know later that she studied at a nearby college and was with another boy. It did hurt. But I gave away my chance when I had it. DD said she was not in the same note as earlier. She succeeded in bringing my smile back. But losing a beauty of her standards felt like draining out constipated stool from the fragile ass. I guess wrong love was what she chose for herself. Well she was never such. I still remember the day, when I viewed her in that velvet maroon salwar with the oodhni studded around her neck and that cute doll like smile. She looked like a real angel (in my words, she was stunning hot). Its been 5 yrs since then.